First due to health issues. Then equipment issues (amplifier needs repair.) Then my antenna came down in a 60-70 mile an hour (gust) wind storm here in NJ.
While I was ill I didn't think much or care about whether or not I was on the air.
Now that I'm feeling better I certainly am beginning to miss Keying up my microphone. I miss hearing the clunk of my Sonar's relay. I miss calling CQ on SSB and the little kid type excitement I get when a far off station replies. It really sucks not being able to use my equipment because of technical problems. I can't even watch the many youtube skip clips any longer. It's God damn upsetting to hear others enjoying the hobby while I can't. So I don't watch those clips anymore. It's been about 8 months now. At least it feels that long. I am predicting that I'll be back on the air sometime in September or October. Damn it really sucks! Have you ever experienced not being able to get on the are due to problems out of your control? If I don't see or talk to my girl in a 24-hour period I begin to get separation anxiety. I'm actually feeling the same type of separation anxiety anxiety except it's not my girl I'm missing it's not being able to get on the air. Have you gone through long periods of no radio operation and all you could do was wait until everything comes together? Have you every experienced operation separation? If so how long did it last and how did you deal with it? PS right now it's become a financial issue keeping me from getting back on the air. Medical bills have built up and although I could ignore some of them for a while and get back on the air all that would accomplish is me losing sleep knowing that these bills need to be paid first. Adult priorities really suck! 73. Ps. I give my left testicle to be 25 again. I'll even throw a pinky in for good measure. Lol
While I was ill I didn't think much or care about whether or not I was on the air.
Now that I'm feeling better I certainly am beginning to miss Keying up my microphone. I miss hearing the clunk of my Sonar's relay. I miss calling CQ on SSB and the little kid type excitement I get when a far off station replies. It really sucks not being able to use my equipment because of technical problems. I can't even watch the many youtube skip clips any longer. It's God damn upsetting to hear others enjoying the hobby while I can't. So I don't watch those clips anymore. It's been about 8 months now. At least it feels that long. I am predicting that I'll be back on the air sometime in September or October. Damn it really sucks! Have you ever experienced not being able to get on the are due to problems out of your control? If I don't see or talk to my girl in a 24-hour period I begin to get separation anxiety. I'm actually feeling the same type of separation anxiety anxiety except it's not my girl I'm missing it's not being able to get on the air. Have you gone through long periods of no radio operation and all you could do was wait until everything comes together? Have you every experienced operation separation? If so how long did it last and how did you deal with it? PS right now it's become a financial issue keeping me from getting back on the air. Medical bills have built up and although I could ignore some of them for a while and get back on the air all that would accomplish is me losing sleep knowing that these bills need to be paid first. Adult priorities really suck! 73. Ps. I give my left testicle to be 25 again. I'll even throw a pinky in for good measure. Lol
Last edited: